For Andrew, A Lullaby And The Goodnights

 -My beautiful boy everyday since you flew away the depth at which I miss you is unimaginable. To no longer be able to hold, touch, kiss and smell you is unimaginable. To no longer hear your voice, your laughter, your song and even your frustrations is unimaginable. To not be able to look into your big bright brown eyes with your long lashes is unimaginable.  So I will continue to imagine this. That you are free and soaring and full of and feeling so much love. That there is magnificent light surrounding you with warmth and it now wraps it's arms around you. That you are surrounded by all our loved ones whom left before you. That you are happy. And each and every night, when I say "the goodnights" you are here by my side and hear them.  I will imagine these things and more because life without you is and has been unimaginable. I love you so much Noodle, to the moon and back, Mama-

"Goodnight to Mama and Poppi, Andrew and Juliana, Goodnight to Grandma and Grandpa. Goodnight to Grandpa Phil and Aunt Di-Di. Goodnight to special Grandma Edie up in heaven. GoodNight to Grandpa Remo. Good night to Aunt Michelle, Uncle Jeff, Emilee and Connor. Goodnight to Aunt Nay Nay, Uncle Patrick, Maddy and Louie. Goodnight to Uncle Gordon, Corrina, Katlyn and Emily. Goodnight to Uncle Jimmy and Jake. Goodnight to Kiki, Big Andrew, Aiden, Emerson and Kasia. Goodnight to Casey, John, Gage and Baby Keely. Goodnight to Aunt Lori and Uncle Dave. Goodnight to special Uncle Lenny up in heaven. Goodnight to Melissa, Joel, Eli, Beckette and Schaffer. Goodnight to all my friends. Goodnight Pooh Bear, Owl, Eeyore, Ganga, Christopher Robins and Roo."- Goodnight Andrew, we love you

-One of your favorites. It played for you while we were all holding you until you were set free and it has plays in my head each and everyday since- Close your eyes sweet boy...